I am a pastor (among other things). Quite often, I do not feel pastorly. Today is one of those days. I am not up to the challenges, or the level of concern I need to have for the rest of the world. Or really even for myself. I am overwhelmed. In times like this, I generally find that the only solution is getting out there and doing my thing. I must get immersed in the lives of others, care about the problems of other people. The solution ends up being the very thing I least want to do. After all, what is the alternative?
What do you do on days when you don’t feel you can rise to the challenges in front of you?
I too am not feeling up to myself lately, health, emotionally, spiritually, all running on low reserve. I am talking to God, trying to listen( I’m not the best listener), doing my best to treat others with kindness even though I feel like a witch, keeping my tongue in check:) I am helping where I can, but not overly so because I think I need some extra time to take care of me.
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I become a recluse. I hide myself in a room and read, think, pray, or stare out the window. Most of the time I try to shut the world out, clear my mind and recharge.
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I would love to know the answer when you find it out.
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You’re right Dave! It is the one thing you least want to do that ends up being the thing that pulls you out of the “funk” you’re in. I hate that! I’m sure God knew what he was doing when he made that so however. I still hate it though! Laura – I totally “get” how hard it is to be kind when you feel that way. “Witch” is putting it mildly!
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